So I’m going through my myspace and there’s hella pictures of me and my ex when we went to Ocean Shores for holiday. 

I look back to that trip, at this moment in this freaking picture and I just remember that is when I realized I wasn’t invested in this relationship as much as he was. 

I remember myself trying really hard to really want to be there since his family was so inviting and it was such a big step in our relationship, but I just remember trying to be this person that I thought he wanted me to be and it was the demise of our relationship because I wasn’t honest at all.

It’s so weird seeing shit like this because frankly, I barely ever think about this, it’s just so weird.